alright, so all that comes to mind right now is the incident with a kid called matt, forgot his last name, and myself, where he refers to me as "freaks like me" while explaining himself to a fucking teacher hah, while crying. yep.

so there's this fucking school, called fuckin fairbrook elementary in a fuckin place called beavercreek in a fuckin state called ohio in the fuckin country of america. any fuckin way. im fuckin goin there because my fuckin parents moved me the fuck out there from fuckin england, the place i fuckin grew up in for many fuckin years. it fuckin sucked to fuckin have to fuckin come all the way out to this fuckin conservative fuckin backwards ass fuckin town of fuckin rednecks fuckin farmers and fuckin military goons and shit. it was fuckin rediculous. but yeah we fuckin moved out here and it was fuckin crazy.

so we fuckin went to a fuckin hotel, then got a fuckin apartment. i went over to a fuckin school called main for a fuckin week, then fuckin swapped over to another fuckin one called fuckin fairbrook. that's the fuckin place where this shit fuckin went down. and so this fuckin school was on fuckin fairfield road, and the fuckin neighborhood was fuckin closeknit. and yeah, it was fuckin crazy. so i was fuckin in some fuckin situation or whatever. maybe i was fuckin tired because this kid was fuckin makin comments about me or whatever. and the fuckin dude fuckin tries to defend his fuckin ass by fuckin goin to the fuckin teacher and starts fuckin sayin, "hey teacher look man, im fuckin helpin this fuckin freak, i fuckin actually fuckin bother to fuckin talk to em, im actually a fuckin nice guy, im fuckin doin him a fuckin favor" and i fuckin remember that day fuckin clear as fuckin hell. what a fuckin douchebag.

the fuckin kid just fuckin highlighted the fuckin way these fuckin kids thought. a bit of fuckin wrap on my head, a bit of fuckin accent in my mouth, and im a fuckin freak. fuck that, know who the fuckin freaks are, the fuckin whites that fuckin walk around fuckin oblivious to the fuckin fact theyve fuckin built everyhtin on fuckin native fuckin american mounds and shit, that the whole fuckin country was fuckin taken the fuck over by fuckin white european settlers and then fuckin built over, meanwhile fuckin pushing the fuckin indians way the fuck west - its fuckin disgusting. these fuckin people today have no fuckin control over that, but they do fuckin have the fuckin ability to fuckin do somethin about the fuckin current state of the fuckin indians. give em a fuckin state or somethin. but instead these fuckin snot nosed fuckin kids fuckin awalk around like they fuckin own the place, meanwhile fuckin walkin over fuckin lands sacred to the fuckin indians, tossin their fuckin trash in the fuckin grass, fuckin cuttin down trees, and fuckin desrtoying the land that the fuckin indians once inhabited.